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Here will appear the thoughts of Colin 2006 - Goto latest NEWS

The events that I remember and bring back memories are:-

January - Isn't life odd, just when you thought all was sorted, nothing could change now, you realise that perhaps it is not. It's been an odd month with me, all of a sudden I want more in life. Must be my age, 2nd childhood or just me actually going mad.

But again it is January, I hate January, cold wet windy, just brings on the cold night blues. Bring on the springtime, bring it on fast.

February - Oh dear February and not a picture taken on the camera. The good news is that I have a number of leads for future web sites. The bad is that it is still cold wet and windy. Cannot think of much to say. As for me life has become a roller coaster, good days/weeks and bad days/weeks.

March - Think I'm on the brink of losing it, bring on the springtime quickly. I don't even believe myself anymore. Think I need holiday. The first clues that spring is coming appear, at last. Maybe my cold winter blues will now go......

April - Hey its April the months are going too fast slow down. Getting ready now for the BIG holiday in may when we are off to the USA.

Looking forward to it. I need a break my life seems to be roller coaster at present. Must be my age, change of life etc. Don't like it one little bit. I seem to get very emotional these days and spend a lot of time looking for answers that perhaps don't exist, yet I am trying to find them. Is this the real me coming to the surface? But somehow I need to sort, it's causing me issues with my wife. Sue does not deserve that.

May - Its here and off we go.

Good Bye USA

We will be Back

Thanks

This was one great holiday, each and every day was different. The highlights being the grand canyon and las vegas

June - Its back to work and I am still suffering from holiday blues, cannot get back into the real world, so much went on during our holiday its difficult to put it all to the back of my mind and move on. At least the British summer has started along with hose pipe bans but not in sunny Sawston yet.

Its the world cup, and whilst normally im not interested in football, this year due to new web site I have been building Footballriches.co.uk I am. Going to make a fortune on this.

July - Its still hot and sunny. Have booked to go Alcudia and next year to Maderia. Having Holidays booked aways makes me feel better. Its what I work for. Also have now found my next car - Jaguar XR Convertible - My dream car only one problem £75,000 oppps

August - The lob at ASDA is beginning to wear me down, I just cannot continue doing all these weekends. Since the beginning of the year I've had 4 YES 4 complete weekends off. Things have got to change, this cannot continue. My moods continue to get worse, I find myself getting very emotional for no particular reason, also very snappy.

September - The worse month of my life, I have lost all I care for My wonderful wife and probably my 2 kids to. Why because I've been having an affair since February. I completely lost my marbles got very drunk and I was found out. Just how daft can I be. I knew we had problems, most of which where my fault I can only hold my hands up, guilty as charged. But I now have my worst nightmare looming, a life alone. I have now wasted my last 35 years of marriage.

I have become very depressed and am now on depression pills, the first course of pills sending me even more batty than I already was, it was only when a second course of pills was prescribed that my moods began to get better.

But I suppose now the reason behind all this plain for all to see, trying to hide from my real problems in life. If only I had realised earlier just what was on the line. IM A FOOL, I should have sorted my life earlier and now my world has come to an end.

One last thing I must say, and I will say this to all that read these diaries. I'm truly sorry for the hurt I've caused to my wonderful wife Sue. Sue did not deserve this.

October - What a month, just better forget it.... But there was a ray of hope

We had already booked a return trip to Alcudia in Majorca, and much to my surprise we went. And even more surprising was the fact whilst out there in spite of our ongoing problems we decided to put our spare cash towards the purchase of apartment 606. Crazy I know.

November - The purchase of 606 continues, but with one or two problems. The French lady we are buying it from is not well and in hospital, so power of attorney needs to be passed to her daughter. This is proving to be difficult to say the least.

December - Christmas time, but do I deserve one. Off on another Spicers coach trip. Germany this time.

Back to the start

Ok it's that time again, my thoughts for 2006 hmmmmmmmmm, well here goes... Its been a very odd year, with highs and lows.

Going to the USA was a trip I was not sure about -WRONG it was brilliant. Every couple of days we moved on it was like 6 holidays in one. Each destination was so different. Las Vegas which I thought I would not like turned out to be so over the top it was amazing. In fact this turned out to be best few days there.

Ok I messed up this year. But perhaps it was what I needed to sort my life out. Some times you don't realise what you have in life until it is taken away. Working now to build a few bridges then maybe just maybe!!!!!!!

Happy New Year
Colin

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